Sissyseana's profile

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• Username: sissyseana
• Joined: March 1st 2021
• Last Login: 2021-03-24 at 13:55:01
• Gender: Sissy
• Age: 31
• Sexual Orientation: Gay
• A little about me... Hello. Born as male. Raised as straight.
  Grew up compelled to be hetero by culture and upbringing.
  Went throughout schooling as closeted and depressed
  Bullied in school and even in college
  Pretended to be straight in my early 20s of my professional career.
  Very bad conservative vanilla dating life, cheated on and abused in two relationships with religious women
  All this time jerking off to straight porn.
  My favorite is pov blowjobs and I always self-inserted as the guy (from my hetero brainwashing)
  It wasn't until my first taste of hypno in 2015, that greatest accident that changed my life and to this day I am still searching for that video
  It made me start imagining that I was the girl sucking cock and then things started making sense.
  The beginning of my journey of no longer aroused by women and their pussy. I became more comfortable in the idea of loving a man and submitting to cock.
  Fast forward to present day and I've completely wrestled myself out of the hetero-brainwashing from an urbanite upbringing. I've been more comfortable as a feminized submissive. Still closeted though T_T
  The only time I've had cock is 2 years ago and it was my roommate on the day he moved out. It's sad that I practically begged him because I was desperate and couldn't get hookups online. After about 20 seconds of really bad sucking he pushed my head away and he left pissed. Still sad about that day and realized I was a bad sissy. I am jealous of other sissies who have fulfilled their dream of having cock in their mouth. Buying a dildo to practice is one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life.
  Unfortunately not so lucky in meeting anybody to suck :( as I'm keeping my sissy life virtual for now until the world gets better. Maybe someday... for now just having fun and emeeting fellow sissies, looking for potential friends, you know.
  
  Also considering transition as the next step of my feminization journey. Still kinda depressed and a bit suicidal sometimes, spending most time in isolation T_T drowning in sissyhypno for hours is good therapy I find. It's not bad considering the state of the world. If you read all this thank you so much. Stay safe and enjoy sissy life everybody...



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