My Ultimate Fantasy

My Ultimate Fantasy

Part 4 of 4: The Final Humiliation

I thought my whole world was turned inside out and I didn’t know what to expect from that point on. I looked to Valerie for guidance because I really didn’t know what to do or how to act. She still seemed to like me and she even let me please her on a regular basis but she wasn’t returning the favor quite so often. You see, it was taking me a lot longer to get hard and her hand would get tired before I would cum. So sometimes, she would make me masturbate myself while she watched and everybody else watched on her webcam. She still made me eat all my cum, on top of eating all of Brad’s cum every time they hooked up.

I became used to answering to the name Marcie at school and I was very surprised that I wasn’t being picked on more by the other students. It was becoming painfully obvious that I was wearing a bra even when I tried to hide it under a bulky shirt. The teachers, who once regarded me as an ideal student, now looked at me with disgust and tried to pretty much ignore me. I felt like the laughing stock of the entire college but still, I got to visit Valerie a few times a week and that seemed to make it all worth it.

My sessions with Valerie changed a bit as she started experimenting with a strap on and using me in the most indecent ways. After I would lick and suck her to her heart’s delight, she would fit herself into a strap on and fuck me angrily. It soon got to the point where she would fuck me until I would cum all over her bed. Then she would lie there and laugh at me while I licked it up. She noticed that she was able to make me cum on several occasions without my dick getting hard. Just the strap on rubbing up against my prostrate would induce me to ejaculate through my soft limp penis. That was really humiliating and she saw how much it affected me. After that, she started experimenting with other toys and finding ways to make me cum at will without every getting hard or experiencing any kind of climax. She called it, “milking her sissy.” And she loved doing it and even did it in front of Brad while he watched and mocked me, calling me a sissy cocksucker.

It was getting close to the end of the school year when the day came that Valerie told all her friends that she wanted to prove that she had complete control over me and that she could make me do anything she wanted. So, she was going to make my soft limp cock sperm and soak the crotch of my pretty panties, just like a girl, while I was sucking sperm out of another cock. I was unaware of her plans when she bought me what looked like bridal underwear that included a garter belt and stockings, along with the prettiest bra and panties I had ever seen. The panties were fairly full cut and made of the purest white silk that you could almost see through but not quite. The bra had so much lace and I think it was a B-cup because it fit me perfectly. Putting on the underwear made me feel like a princess and a total slut but it felt so good and natural at the same time. After she had me dressed just they way she wanted, she put some lipstick on me and had me kneel on a little pillow. She had a camcorder hooked up to her computer and I could see myself on the screen. She spent quite a bit of time getting a couple lamps set up just right and focusing the camera on me before she asked Brad to join us. On the computer screen, I could see myself kneeling there, looking like a slut in heat. What the camera didn’t reveal was that Valerie had positioned one of those vibrating eggs up my ass, resting directly against my prostrate. She had the wire coming out of the back of my panties and the control tucked into the back of my garter belt.

She told Brad to stick his cock in my mouth and she told me to start sucking him the way I was taught. I had to use one hand to cradle his balls while the other hand stroked his long hard shaft while I sucked him like a lollipop. I was supposed to keep my eyes open and peering up into Brad’s eyes while he cradled my head and occasionally gave me those real deep thrusts that left me choking and gagging for air.

I guess Valerie had audio set up this time because she began to narrate the action. She started calling me the most horrible names and telling me that I was nothing but a dirty little cock sucking whore that got off on drinking sperm. She kept moving all around Brad and me using the camcorder to catch every bit of the action. She asked Brad if I was sucking him okay and he could only moan that if felt great to him. She made sure to catch as many shots of Brad shoving his cock into my throat as she could.

Valerie kept going on and on about how I was totally useless except for draining cocks and made a point of getting some close-ups of my obvious breasts. I mean I had enough cleavage to make it a no brainer that I had as much up there as the average girl my age. Then she told her audience that she was going to offer the final proof that would reveal that there could be no argument that I was a total sissy. Even though it may be possible for her to coerce me into sucking cock, there was one thing that would ultimately prove what I really am. Then from between Brad’s legs, she focused in on the front of my panties. All you could see on the screen were these beautiful white silk panties with the obvious bulge of a limp cock tucked down in the front of them. She told Brad that as soon as he was ready to cum, to reach down behind me and turn the control to the vibrating egg on. Brad laughed and made a few more deep plunges into my throat before I felt him bend forward. His bending that way forced his cock deeper into my throat and all you could hear was me coughing and gagging on his cock. Just then, I felt the vibrating start and my legs began to tremble as my body wriggled and churned. Brad started to pump his load into my throat just as I listened to Valerie exclaim to everyone that she had the proof right here. “Watch the sissy cream in her panties! She loves drinking sperm so much that she just fills her pretty panties with sissy cream.”

Then Valerie zoomed in on the rapidly growing wet spot which quickly became nearly transparent because of how thin the silky white material was. It was easy for anyone to see the end of my limp cock, nestled in the crotch of my panties and how the cream just oozed out in regular pulses. It was obvious what I had done. There was no way to ever deny what I had become. There I was, gagging on a sperming cock while I filled my own panties. It was crushing to think that all of her friends and countless other people were watching me do this. Who knows, maybe even my sister had seen my performance. Regardless, I was going to spend the rest of my life living and doing exactly what Valerie wanted me to do.

I was afraid to go to class the next day. What if some guy told me to kneel and suck him? I didn’t know what I was going to do. All I could do is hope that Valerie would protect me and tell everyone that I belonged to her. That’s what I would say, I would tell anyone who gave me a hard time that I belonged to Valerie and that they had to see her if they wanted me to do anything. Giving myself a little feeling of relief, I got ready to go to school. It was ridiculous trying to find a shirt that hid my breasts. The bra made me stand out just enough that I couldn’t hide them. I had to go to school displaying the fact that I wasn’t really a guy anymore.

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When I got there, the torture began early as girls that I didn’t even know would walk up to me and say things like, “Very pretty panties, it’s a shame you made such a mess in them, here, this might help,” and they would hand me something wrapped in soft pink plastic. I opened it to reveal a full size Kotex. My heart stopped beating for a moment and the tears just rolled from my eyes. This is what I was reduced to. I looked around to see everybody laughing at me. I was sure that I would get killed before the day was over.

Then I ran into Valerie’s friend Beth. She smiled warmly and gave me a hug, but then I felt her hand moving back and forth across my back. She was playing with my bra straps while she told me that there was a party tonight and that she wanted me to ask Valerie if I would be able to go. It was difficult to speak at all but I managed to squeak out an, “I’ll ask her,” in a soft girly voice.

I went to class and sat near the rear but then I got to see everybody turning to look at me and I had to listen to all the laughing and hear the cruel jokes going around the room. I tried to lean forward and hide my breasts but it was no use. People would walk by me and I would feel a hand on my shoulder and it would always find a bra strap. I could hear wolf whistles and cat calls as I walked down the hall and often times, I would feel a pinch on my ass of even my breasts. I felt like I was in a daze, not knowing which way to go.

When I saw Valerie, she told me that she expected me to be at that party tonight. It was going to start just after the big game and all the football players were going to be there. She told me that I needed to come over to her house to get ready and to make sure I was there by eight. I figured that I was just going to be paraded around as Valerie’s sissy and that I would probably have to perform some pretty embarrassing things for her. I didn’t want to go but I also knew that I didn’t have a choice.

I managed to get through the day and show up at Valerie’s just on time. She was acting very sweet and made me take a bath with her. Of course, I had to lick and clean her till she was very happy so it wasn’t too terribly awful when she had me shave my legs and splash on some perfume when we were done. I started to put on my panties and bra but Valerie stopped me and told me she had already chosen my outfit for tonight. Then she showed me a cheerleader’s uniform that matched the rest of the team’s. I felt dizzy and I thought I was going to pass out as she handed me a pair of ruffled panties that I was sure didn’t go with the regular outfit. Then I put on the remaining parts of the uniform and when I stood in front of her mirror, I stared at a boy wearing a girl’s cheerleading outfit and I broke down into tears.

Valerie sat me down and dried my tears. She held me for a little while before she told me that we had to hurry and get ready to go. My hair had grown long enough for her to put two pink ribbons in it, giving me cute little pigtails on each side. She put some pink lipstick on me and told me to keep the tube of lipstick with me because I would need to reapply it quite often. This went right over my head, as I was quite lost in the moment. After she finished getting ready, we walked, hand in hand, down and out to her car, and were off to the party.

When I got there, Valerie started dragging me around, introducing me as Marcie, her darling little sissy. It seemed like only a half hour or so when most all of the team had arrived and Valerie announced that it was time to start the entertainment. That’s when I was lead into the biggest room downstairs and left standing in the middle of the room while Valerie got out her camera and started taking pictures. Then she told the guys to start and suddenly, I was overwhelmed with hands and arms, reaching out and grabbing me, pushing me down on my knees. Then my eyes almost exploded when I saw several huge cocks right in front of my face. Somebody behind me grabbed my head and held it while the first huge cock aimed straight for my mouth and moved in. I was in no position to resist so I just opened my mouth and accepted what was about to happen. I felt my skirt being lifted and my panties being pulled down. Then I felt that warm soft sensation of a cockhead searching for my hole. I had one cock pumping in and out of my mouth while I felt another one violate me from behind. Soon, I was lifted into the air and was suspended between these two cocks, one pumping me from each end and only their hands holding me up off the floor. They pumped together, forcing themselves deep into me and I was helpless to prevent any of it. I could hear the laughter and applause as I was tossed about like a rag doll and fucked mercilessly. One after another, I felt cocks explode inside me. The ones in my mouth made sure that I drank every bit of sperm pumped into me. And my backside felt like it was on fire but it also felt like I had to go to the bathroom real bad. I knew my backside was just bursting full of sperm.

After I had sucked every cock on the football team and they had their way with my ass, I was left lying in a heap on the floor, in the middle of the room, right in front of everyone as they laughed and continued their party. Valerie came over to me and acted as though she wanted to help me. She made me get up on my hands and knees and then she had me lift one of my legs up in the air as high as I could. Then she showed me a tampon and pushed it up my ass. She told me that she didn’t want me dripping sperm all over their carpet so I had to wear the tampon the rest of the evening. Then she just laughed at me and told me to behave until I was needed again. I just sat on the floor watching everybody else laughing and having a great time while my stomach churned from eating so much cum. My bum felt like it was burned with a torch but I still couldn’t help sitting there admiring the pleats in the skirt of my pretty little costume.

The night ended only after I sucked every cock at least once more and leaving with my stomach bursting full of sperm. Valerie told me that she was very proud of me and that I would make a good substitute cheerleader. She told me to go home and wash the uniform so I could wear it to school the next day. When I got home, there was no hiding any of this from my mom any more so I tried to explain what was happening to me. But I ended up just telling her that I didn’t want to be Mark anymore, that I wanted to be Marcie because I thought she could deal with that better than the truth. She just shook her head and ignored me so I just went to my room to change. I ran into my sister and she was appalled at the way I was dressed and took the opportunity to make fun of me while I got ready for bed. I found a pink nighty on my bed that I was sure she had left for me and I just put it on as though it was the normal thing to do.

I washed and dried the uniform before I hit the sack and started reminiscing over the events of the day. When I fell asleep that night, I dreamt of all the cocks that I had tasted and I pictured Valerie’s pretty face, smiling at me, and calling me her sissy. But I really just focused on the word “hers” because belonging to Valerie still seemed to make it all worthwhile. I wasn’t going to be a girl. I was going to be Valerie’s girl, Valerie’s sweet sperm drinking girl, and this is what my life was now. From that day on. I was definitely Valerie’s sissy slave.

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