My First Gloryhole
By LucyLolita

Hi sissy sisters!

After years of being stuck in a cycle of purging and relapsing, I’ve finally fallen deep enough down the rabbit hole not to escape it. Here’s how it happened.

I had used Grindr to sext with men for years, but I rarely had the courage to actually meet up with them. On the rare occasion that I was horny enough to meet up, I got ghosted. It was so frustrating, because I just wanted to taste a cock so bad, and the opportunity kept slipping out of my eager hands.

Then, in November, I forced myself to act. I love gloryhole videos, so knowing that there’s a gloryhole at the local sauna made it the perfect place to finally realize my fantasy. I was going to do it! No turning back.

From home to the sauna is an hour or so on public transport, and I knew I had to stop by the sex shop on the way to get supplies. So, I smoked some weed, put my headphones on, and headed out the door. I can’t recall which hypno I looped in my headphones, but it put me in a beautiful blank sissy mind-space.

At the sex shop I bought a bondage hood with 3 holes, a butt plug, and some sexy black thigh highs. The walk from the sex shop to the sauna was 5 minutes…just enough time for me to put “Point of no Return” on. I was being driven deeper into a sissy trance minute by minute, and my clitty was leaking pre-cum, as I got closer and closer.

I saw the building, and I nervously walked up the stairs to the entrance of the sauna. I paid the admission, and went to the change rooms. Immediately, upon entering, I saw four men in there, looking as I walked past. It felt like I went from invisible to an object of male lust. I loved that so much!

I kept my eyes on the floor but I could feel the stares on me. Leaving my underwear on, and stuffing my new purchases in them, wrapping the towel around my waist, I began to explore. The sauna was two levels, and the top floor must have had a dozen or more men. I walked around for a bit, but I couldn’t find the glory hole booths. Then I saw a man that was just my type (50s, dad bod, hung) standing in a corridor. I asked him nervously, “Uhh, excuse me Sir. Do you know where the glory hole booths are?”

He immediately replied, “They’re downstairs son”.

I found the staircase and began looking around, and as I turned the corner to find the booths, he walked past me. My clitty twitched.

I entered the middle of three booths and put my thigh highs and hood on. Then, I removed my underwear. Suddenly, I heard the door close in the booth next to me. A couple moments later a cock popped through the hole. It was small and limp. I moved instinctively.

That’s the thing about cock sucking I was about to learn. Before doing it, I often wondered how it would feel. Would it be weird? Would I know what I was doing? In reality, it felt so natural, it shocked me. It felt, in some way, like my entire body and mind was designed just for this task, like I was made to suck dick.

I instinctively reached out and touch the cock, and I felt myself drop to my knees.

“Bambi drops for cock”.

I began to stroke it as I heard the door shut again. My saliva was dripping on the small cock, as I turned to see another cock, this one 5-6”, staring me in the face. My entire body responded. This was my point of no return. I felt it in my bones. Immediately, I forgot the small cock and began to suck the bigger one. He grew to about 8”. I took it out of my mouth for a moment to admire it. Uncut. Huge. Perfect. My horniness was out of control at this point.

I turned to check on the other hole, and I noticed the small cocked man on his knees, watching through the hole. That made me sluttier, knowing I was being watched. I delightfully licked from the balls to the tip and back down all of his delicious 8” cock. I arched my back, on all fours, shaking my ass whilst throat fucking myself. I heard the infamous knock. They knock when they are about to finish. So, as the man began to moan, “Fuck I’m gonna cum”, I sucked harder. It was quick, though. Before, he’d finished saying it, I felt my mouth fill up with his warm seed. I instinctively swallowed it all, and quickly turned to show the small cocked man an empty mouth. Then, I turned back around to slurp out the last few drops and kiss the cock goodbye.

What a fucking slut I was. I smiled for a second, proud of myself, and then turned around to the small cocked man. He continued to watch, as I heard the door close again. I turned around and looked through the hole. This time porn was illuminating the room. It was Daddy, the man who directed me to the gloryhole. He had followed me down, and I guess he must have stood outside listening and waiting for his turn. I got butterflies. Whilst sucking the first cock, I’d hoped this man would walk in after. He flopped his cock through the hole and I froze for a second whilst admiring it. Slightly bigger than the last man, but thicker and veiny. Staring at his cock triggered my inner pornstar slut. I began to tease his cock and balls with my lips and tongue. Licking and kissing, lifting his cock and balls up, and licking as far back along Daddy’s taint as I could. I had no thoughts other than being a nasty slut for Daddy’s pleasure. On all fours I got his cock as sloppy as I could, and I presented my mouth for Daddy to fuck through the hole. He pulled out of my mouth and came all over the floor. I was actually sad about it. I didn’t even get to clean him up or kiss his cock goodbye.

3 cocks in a few minutes. I had dreamed of this moment for so long. There truly was no way I could ever go back now.

As I pondered about it, Daddy left, and another man entered. My mind went numb. No thoughts, just blank bliss. As the third man slid his cock through the hole, I simply submitted. Mouth open, I sucked without a thought. In hindsight it wasn’t as big as the others, but that was never considered.

*Knock*

*Knock*

My mouth was filled with cum again and again. The last time I didn’t swallow, though. I savored. I turned around to my little cocked friend, showing him my mouth filled with cum. As I did, I drooled a little onto the tip of my erect clit and instinctively rubbed it with two fingers. It took no more than 2 or 3 tugs, and I came.

The post nut clarity was about to kick in, as I heard the door close yet again. I pushed through it, turning around to see a thick 8” uncut cock flopping through the hole. “One more”, I said to myself. This was a cock that deserved to be worshipped, and I didn’t want to leave him hanging. So, I didn’t rush, and as I was pleasuring him, I realized something. Post nut clarity had hit, and I was still hungrily sucking cock in that state. What did that mean? It wasn’t just a horny state driving me. It wasn’t just me, out of my mind. Even with clarity, I loved cock. Oh fuck! There’s no rationalizing that. I am a cock sucker.

I sucked him so well. Taking my time, spitting on it, taking him deep down into my throat. He exploded in my mouth, and I swallowed every single drop. Then, I got up, and left. Only in that moment did I realize that I’d forgotten to put my butt plug in. Oh well! Something to add the next time I went to the sauna.

Thank you for reading! More coming soon.

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